I would like to consider this blog to be a message in a bottle. raw sometimes irrational emotions captured and sent out into the ocean of cyber space lol. its pretty obvious that this blog has a consistent theme. this is because i write what is on my mind. writing is my way of capturing my emotions. I prefer to write out my irrational thoughts than keep them in my mind, until they result in irrational behavior that can hurt the ones i care about. so i thank you for reading.

kellie-sinclair:

Creepy, right?
But it makes sense.
We like to think about love in some symbolic and emotional sense, but what about the physical?
The way your heart flutters when you think of a person.
Your body temperature increases and the palms of your hands sweat as you grow excited.
You can actually become light-headed or weak at the knees.
Life looks, sounds, feels, tastes and even smells better when you’re in love.
And when you’re heart-broken:
You feel a tightness in the chest feels like the physical breaking of your heart
You suffer from partial or complete insomnia
You lose your appetite, have a stomach ache, and are even nauseous
You’re always tired and fatigued
You have anhedonia, an inability to feel pleasure
People invest all of themselves into relationships and love, whether they realize it or not. Be careful of who you get involved with, because they might abuse you completely. And if you know you’ve been given a heart, you take care of it … because the hurt you cause can be far worse than emotional.

kellie-sinclair:

Creepy, right?

But it makes sense.

We like to think about love in some symbolic and emotional sense, but what about the physical?

  • The way your heart flutters when you think of a person.
  • Your body temperature increases and the palms of your hands sweat as you grow excited.
  • You can actually become light-headed or weak at the knees.
  • Life looks, sounds, feels, tastes and even smells better when you’re in love.

And when you’re heart-broken:

  • You feel a tightness in the chest feels like the physical breaking of your heart
  • You suffer from partial or complete insomnia
  • You lose your appetite, have a stomach ache, and are even nauseous
  • You’re always tired and fatigued
  • You have anhedonia, an inability to feel pleasure

People invest all of themselves into relationships and love, whether they realize it or not. Be careful of who you get involved with, because they might abuse you completely. And if you know you’ve been given a heart, you take care of it … because the hurt you cause can be far worse than emotional.

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ilovecharts:

Hmm…. I think my dog is really a cat in disguise… 
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ilovecharts:

Hmm…. I think my dog is really a cat in disguise… 

- FreeNkolika

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i highly disagree

i highly disagree

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where the hell is my heart

maybe hell is my heart

or maybe it transformed

camouflage to hide from sharks 

but i cant find it

but im becoming one

hunting the fish in the ocean

im becoming more and more numb

i feel myself changing

and i just dont like it

no more flames of passion

i’ve lost the kiss that could ignite it

no reason to be excited

i avoid my feelings and survive

one day i’ll look in the mirror

and see a face i cant recognize

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what do i give the lover who has nothing

suffocated by insecurity

doesnt even have a pure smile

surrounded by words of tyranny

charcoal heart for survival

it seems unfair to me

someone so beautiful

but no one to care but me

nothing but pain to share with me

but i dont want to leave

because such beauty is a rarity

maybe thats why she has nothing

because giving to her is hard

she’s so fragile one wrong word

and she’s forever scarred

i want to give her love

but i cannot give her perfection

all i can do is pray to God

so he can give her protection

being happy is the hardest lesson

that i cant even teach

it comes from the inside

but anger is a leech 

maybe theres nothing i can do

cannot fight her past

i cant rescue her from the present

i cant even teach her 

to count her blessings